I believe that everyone has a bit of both.. I have definitely had those moments of debate with an angel on on shoulder, a devil on the other..
I can be fun, exciting, silly & sexy at times and i'm a happy chap to be around when the drink is flowing, unlike a few of my buds... they drink just past that limit and I can't tolerate them. They get violent, hostile--they verbally abuse... luckily the times I like to unwind with the gang... I don't get all meanie like.
However, there's a flip side of me that I can get sooooooooo mad I can almost punch the balls of myself. My overwhelming love of my Raider babies can really chap my hide if things aren't going my way, I can be a real downer to be around during a loss to the likes of my hated rival the Kansas City Chiefs. I've tried working on this mental tick over the years and believe I've improved.
Then there is corporate America...I can get sooooo mad on a phuquer deal. Plus, i'm a bit spoiled as you might of noticed, but what I have is what I earned. Nobody gave me my $100 assets in life. I earned that $100. So tiny crap can irritate me.. like say you go to a restaurant and you had terrible, awful service.. like never came around, just sat you, finally took your order. The one thing you asked for never arrived, waitress or waiter doesn't do 'Dutch' checks for each couple and now you're sometimes required to pay 15% in gratuity for the service. I'm like a little red engine at that point. I'm like WTF??? You guys see this on the bill, that's PHUQING BULLSH*T!!! Why should we be forced to pay this when I could of got better service at Chuckie Cheese fer Christ Sakes! Then my friends will say, we got it... and i'll say nooooooo that's not what I mean. I mean this just PISSES ME OFF BIG TIME!!! And they'll goooo yeah, it's a crock, but hey don't worry about it and then it'll hit me like... Geeeeez, Raider baby... don't spoil the night. Reeeelaaaxxxx MON is what i'll say to myself... but often it's tough or I can't control my anger and even though I don't make a scene and my friends think it's all over. I'm just masking it inside and ready to blow.
This is just one example of several. Sometimes I wonder if I don't need some meds. I don't flip my lid like daily or even weekly, but sometimes people or something just hits that switch and I don't get all let's go out and fight. I just spin around like Taz and b*tch & moan and threatin' to take whatever PHUQUER situation OUT that chapped my hide out FOR GOOD!
You wait in line and inch forward for several minutes entering somewhere like say the movie theaters and some buttnut couple just walks up to their friends in line that's ahead of you and cut. Gawd Damn!! that can piss me off.
I got a stock that i'm not buying very many shares of and I decide to buy it at market. (Which means I just say buy it at whatever price it is right now but in today's electronic world you know pretty much exactly what that price is at that time of the day) So say the 'ASK' (price you buy stocks at) has been sitting at $15.25 for the stock and I want 100 shares and decide ok I can afford $1525.00 (not including the cost of the trade)... so you click to buy and like that PHUQING Brokerage firm takes there sweet ass time and buy it like 2-minutes after you click it in at an ask price and they buy you your round lot of a hundred shares for $15.38, which means they raped you on the spread ($15.25-$15.38)or 13-cents x 100 or $13.00 *more* than you agreed to buy right then. Hey! I know that isn't much but if you trade a lot these little 'errors' add up and of course on market orders it's always a risk that'll happen, no guarantees...but still it always works in their favor 99% of the time!!! and the Brokers/Market Makers (The people buying your stock) are just sitting on their hands screwing or bilking the shareholders out of millions and millions each day on market orders.