Some people believe that there has to be something out there that created us humans because logically we had to have start somewhere. This is very true but what make you believe that it is your God that created you? What I mean by this is what makes you think God made humans so directly? What makes you think that this designer is human like or that it thinks? Couldn’t it have been a thing that generates actions and that was infinite? Finally couldn’t the concept of God be Just this “thing” that generates actions? I guess I am asking for you to stop regurgitating what your parents have told you and what you think you feel and think of how arrogant the concept of God, creating us, is. The universe is to immense to have been created for us. We are just a minuscule part of it. Don’t you think?
I know without any doubt that God Loves us.. ask yourself this question? Do you ever feel like something is missing in your life? Can marrying the right person fill that gap? Can having enough money fill it? Can having good health fill the emptiness? For everyone that has asked themselves that question and they have found out that the answer is no.. The emptiness that we feel is the separation from God, when we accept His son Jesus into our lives, then the Holy Spirit will come into our hearts, then a veil is lifted from your eyes, and the Truth shall be revealed, and the pit in your stomach shall be made whole.. For God is Love.. and satan is death.. Amen!!
In answer to your question, I was not brought up in any church, God was NEVER mentioned in our home, my mom abused me as a child, my dad molested me also.. I was going to commit suicide when my brother asked me to go to church, so I went to make him happy, I hated being in church, I called everyone there Jesus freaks.. the next Sunday, I could not stand the emptiness any longer, so I said well I tried everything else, I will try God.. Praise the Lord.. I am glad I did.. Amen!!